
Twelve is a pretty dope number to close the year out with and a good one to take a break. I oscillate between being totally passionate about things for a spell to being overwhelmingly ambivalent and dismissive the next, mainly when it comes to music. I’mma keep it one-hundred, 2009 in music wasn’t that great. Sure, I picked some joints that, by a curve, were standouts, but overall this year has been a crushing disappointment. I’d be lying if I said my feelings weren’t heavily influenced by the death of Michael Jackson and how the vast majority of popular music is comparatively bad if you think about it long enough. Also, in 2008 there were many full albums that emerged as my favorites–Jazzanova, The Foreign Exchange, Q-Tip, Black Milk, Muhsinah, NERD, Jazmine Sullivan, and Elzhi. Not so much in 2009. I stand by that.
That’s only part of the reason I’ve lapsed. The podcasts are the only consistent activity on this site and even then if you subscribe via itunes you never have to visit it, but what to do in between? What’s to post about? There’s plenty going on in Pop Culture that I can snark on and minutiae has a tendency to inspire some of my best work. But I get to a point that investing any of my brain power in these matters, these things that are so small and silly and inconsequential, becomes exhausting to the point where I cannot muster a decent joke. And focusing on other matters that have shaped my worldview these days has eclipsed everything else. Reconciling my current immersion in these philosophies (chief among which is venerating wisdom above all things) with an acquired palette for fuckery should prove to be an interesting process going into my 30th year, but I’m not sure it would make for engaging blog posts to the audience I’ve cultivated since 2003.
A break, even from the podcast, is needed. I have a book to write, after all, and if my goal is to become a dedicated student of the Dharma by the time I turn 30 I need to channel my focus where it best suits me. So if you haven’t downloaded the first 11 episodes, go do that now. This week’s episode is the perfect climax to this phase of the nOvaJavaBlend and if you can’t tell what it is by the graphic above, then peep my Twitter background. Excitement happens now.