SunRay: will you hurry up and post something
nOva: I am still uninspired, its been hard to blog lately
SunRay: i know
nOva: thats why all my recent posts are hateful
SunRay: no you’re just bitchy
nOva: oop! I am so copying this for my next post, whoadie!
SunRay: copying what?
nOva: this i.m.
SunRay: don’t be usin me out of context , i know how you do
nOva: 
SunRay: you see that winking eye…it’s gonna be a black one!
- Extremely kind individuals make me happy.
- Jackie Collins makes me happy.
- Mookie and Pookie make me happy.
- The prospect of working with him doing something we love and getting paid for it makes me happy.
- And my hostees make me happy.
I slept all day Sunday. Depressed. Under pressure. Insecure. Uninspired. A combination of these things just made me want to hide. I didn’t answer the phone or even attempt to get up. I didn’t want to make any sort of contact with the world. I didn’t eat until about 10pm. It’s not that I wanted to be alone, I wanted to be more than alone, if that makes any sense. If I could’ve gotten away from myself and all of my problems, I would’ve. Just being alone and curled up in the bed wasn’t enough, because it was still there.
When I finally emerged from my hole and signed on I chatted a bit with Ray and told him how yucky I felt. He suggested I call a date, and I’m like “No! There no one worth talking to right now, much less dating. Ugh! The only nice person I met was the guy in Atlanta.”
“So why don’t you call him?”
Brilliant! So I called Mr. Man down in Atlanta with his cute, polite self and all was right as rain. I mean, if more men were like this guy, my bitching would be reduced by 50%. And so what if he might be trying to just get in my pants? If he is, he’s going about it the right way. I can see the college course right now, Make nOva Happy 101, taught by Mr. Man down in Atlanta. What yummy personality and so sweet.
Great idea, Ray! You are the bomb and some junk.
Luckily ~SunRay~ signed on. I didn’t expect her to since it was Sunday night, but I was forgetting that the following day was the MLK holiday. So she’s all up and stuff, and tells me that I can order groceries online and that they deliver to my hood. I love her for shit like this. I think we’ve made an unspoken agreement to find things to make each other’s lives easier. 10.5 years and we’re not chasing each other with knives. She’s a blessing.
Hopefully I’ll be this cool for the rest of the week.
One.
Don’t y’all chase each other with knives…I’ll haveta cut ya… well, wait a minute…that’s not right either.
I didn’t get enough sleep last night. Don’t mind me. Glad you’re doing alright.
***hiding knife***
I love my nOvaStain. We have to find some joy in all this dreariness right? Why not have that joy be deliverable groceries?
I’m glad some of your people’s were around to cheer you up.. I hope you’ll be cool for the rest of this week too..
*hugs*
(((hugs)))
We both need one. This business is going to be off the chain – I can feel it. And I can feel it being successful because I’m working with you. Glad Mr. Man is putting a smile on your face.
hope your week gets better… but as my momma would say, “perhaps your body needed that rest…” chin up… too talented and innovative not to be cocky and on the up and up… a little cocky is good sometimes…
smooches
Hi, I read your entries frequently and I just wanted to say that I hope that everything gets better for you. The obstacles in your path will be cleared soon. Take Care!
* pats grasshopper on the head *
I told you bout these southern boys, they got crazy charm… LOL
Anyway, stay up! When things seem like they are only getting worse, it just means you have to look a little harder to find that things that are right around you – - but they are there.
LMAO @ —> “so what if he might be trying to just get in my pants? If he is, he’s going about it the right way.”
So true! *haha*
I thought for sure some asshole snuck in and wrote your last post, but lo and behold you’re admitting it really was you. I don’t like to see you like that, but yet I do. A twisted life I live. Reading your posts, no matter if your grumpy, cranky, cheery or chipper, keeps a smile on my face. How could anyone not like you? Of course that was a rhetorical question. Don’t bother indulging me with an answer. *kisses*
I am glad you are feeling better… I hated seeing you so upset… I agree with you about happiness… Kind Individuals & Jackie Collins do it for me also.
Hey what up Nova.. don’t you just hate those days.. when u want to be alone and being alone is still not enough.. well just be glad it was one day.. i seem to be gettin them. ever other day now.. i get depressed… and get upset because i am depressed.. pikture dat.. any who.. i will check on you later..
Aww…blessed friends.
why yes, yes I AM!!!
….and i have been uninspired too, i havent been visiting pages that i love….i just feel lost in blogsphere, 